April 22, 2017

Sadness.
Judith is dying.
And other things
Make me sad

My life has lost its sparkle, that spark I once had that carried me through all seasons, all circumstances.  It is as if I have come up short and suddenly found that my spiritual practice which lifted me up and sent me around the world, flying to holy practice, that part of me that felt that no part of my life was wasted now feels as if my life is wasting away.

I cannot keep up with my house.  With my garden. With my "things."  I am drowning in clutter and no matter how much I straighten and clean it all falls back into the same condition seemingly within hours.

Where did the song of my soul go?